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chloechristine



dearest whomever it may concern,
if i had a time warping machine of some sort
i would time warp you into the neolithic age
where i could never hear from or see you again.

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dear torturer,
please leave me to my sleep.
please leave me to my thoughts.
please leave me to my life.

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dear haunter,
crawl back into the yawning grave from whence you arose.
the dead stay dead.
and i declare you dead.
so die.

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dear Jesus,
these weapons feel so feeble.
my hands quiver and i drop my sword.
where can i hide from my memories?
where can i run from my past?

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dear eyes,
soak up your tears.
the rainfall of this sorrow must come to an end.

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dear heart,
you're whole.
completely and entirely new.
wake up to the life that is in you.
that you are now composed of.

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dear chloe,
come back.
stop this creating your own pain.
stay away.
close your eyes.
plug your ears.
scream at the top of your lungs.

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because you are the head and not the tail.
you are above only and never beneath.
no past, no mistake, no crippling pain will separate me from the Love of God.

come the ripping of my flesh.
come the fire on my feet.
come the tearing of old wounds.
the healing
cleansing
renewing
reinvigorating 
love of my Jesus will restore.

all that was lost is now gained back.
and more.
all that you planned for evil, Accuser,
my God is using for my good.

i leap in bounds towards the sunrise that is my future.
i crave the dwelling place of my Lover.
i cling to all the hope He promises and daily supplies.



what can man do to me?
what can man do to me?
what can man do to me?
what can man do to me?








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My hope everlasting.
My love eternal.
My faithfulness to the end of the furthest reaches of the universe
and then some.
My arms never leave you by yourself.
My heart is for you.
My eyes are on you.
you are never abandoned to your thoughts.
you are never alone in your memories.
I am holding you up.
you will never be let down by My love.
you will never taste the pain of regret when you trust in Me.
let go.
let go.
let go.
let go.
let go.
let go.





with every tear drop
let the past pass from you.
each tear a memory now cleansed.

My blood is all consuming.
the flames of My love devour you.
never be overwhelmed.
never believe the lie of abandonment.
never be afraid of what men do or did.

let go.
let go.
let go.


My love is abundant.
My grace sufficient.
My blood pure.


so let go.


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and with that
God leaves me completely in awe.


God,
You are the ultimate ruiner of blogs.
all my stupid plans go out the window
when Your words fill my head.
and overwhelm my fears.
and pain.


I'd much rather listen to Him anyways.
good night.



hallelujah.
He reigns.


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